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[10 Mar 2009|02:40am] |
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I can do this, I think.
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[02 Mar 2009|01:46am] |
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boys love facebook chat.
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[18 Feb 2009|01:32am] |
When I was a kid, I asked my dad what Communism was. He told me that it meant that everyone had an equal amount of stuff. I said that that sounded great, I didn't know why people had such a problem with it. He said that you have to share everything and sometimes you don't want to share things. One of us suggested that it was like if you had a chocolate bar, you would have to give a piece of it to everyone.
I didn't like that idea much.
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[11 Feb 2009|09:18pm] |
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I'm pretty sure I have an anxiety disorder.
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[08 Feb 2009|12:16pm] |
there are multiple friday the 13ths this year.
the superstitious side of me is anxious.
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[03 Jan 2009|03:05am] |
ONE of my new year's resolutions is to ask more questions. To ask for more help. I am too shy.
But I just realized that my biggest resolution this year should be to sacrifice more. Mostly, by that, I mean Money.
I was doing really well before but recently, I've been slipping. I need to live in shitty places that I dislike if it's going to help me out in the long run. I can't indulge in flannel shirts and stupid scarves like I want to. I have to slow down. But I also need to sacrifice to work harder. I wish I was one of those people that were married to their work and can't find joy doing anything else. I am held prisoner by it. This year is going to be different. I'm going to be a "holy whore" if it will make me succeed.
I know so many people that give up things that they want because they are rational and reasonable. I can't have everything I want anymore. I can't be spoiling myself anymore. It's hurting me.
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[19 Dec 2008|02:55am] |
I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THAT THERE WILL BE SNOW TOMORROW.
suck it.
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[13 Dec 2008|12:55pm] |
i dont like to hedge my bets. i spread my chips around the table. i am always looking for the next best thing.
you better believe it!
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[04 Dec 2008|08:44am] |
I don't know what I'm learning. I feel like I'm taking Advanced Chinese. Everyone says that I should try harder and not just pussy out. But I'm trying so hard. I work every day. When will that pay off?
If I quit this I would not be good enough to do anything else.
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[02 Dec 2008|05:48pm] |
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I am seriously exploring my other options. I don't know what I'm doing here.
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[24 Nov 2008|08:56pm] |
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My father doesn't tell me that he loves me anymore. I don't expect him to say it often or off hand. We're both adults. It doesn't bother me. I know that he does love me. It's not a question of that. But what does boggle my mind is when we're on the phone. And, right before we end our chat, I say "I love you." and he says "Bye." and we hang up.
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[10 Nov 2008|08:28am] |
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And somebody's been eating my porridge! And she's living next door!
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[15 Oct 2008|02:19am] |
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Alright I am getting too restless. What am I doing in this city anyway?
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[11 Oct 2008|09:31am] |
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Who knew such a little thing as wrapping cable could set off such an identit crisis.
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[09 Oct 2008|11:15am] |
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and read crafting blogs!
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[09 Oct 2008|11:14am] |
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I can tell it's fall because all I want to do is knit!!!
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[08 Oct 2008|12:10am] |
akwhgiowjejfgbh
you know.
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[15 Sep 2008|10:09pm] |
you know how i say that I never see famous people just walking down the street the way everyone else I know does (because, come on! I'm in New York effing City).
Well, I think that's changed.
Yesterday, I saw Rachel Dratch of SNL coming out of the Starbucks on 3rd Ave. Her hair was wet.
Today, I walked past Amanda Lepore in a red tank top walking down 3rd with some guy. (She's the tranny that hangs out with David LaChapelle.) Very shiny.
Todd Field (3-time oscar nominee, director of In the Bedroom and Little Children) came to school and, since I work in the office now, I brought him up and took pictures. He was a really nice guy. Said that film crews are like termites because we knock holes in the walls and the crew steals from people's houses. It was funny.
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