midnightgarages

midnightgarages @ 2009-03-10T02:40:00

2009-03-10T06:40:55Z

I can do this, I think.

midnightgarages @ 2009-03-02T01:46:00

2009-03-02T06:46:45Z

boys love facebook chat.

midnightgarages @ 2009-02-18T01:32:00

2009-02-18T06:36:41Z

When I was a kid, I asked my dad what Communism was. He told me that it meant that everyone had an equal amount of stuff. I said that that sounded great, I didn't know why people had such a problem with it. He said that you have to share everything and sometimes you don't want to share things. One of us suggested that it was like if you had a chocolate bar, you would have to give a piece of it to everyone.

I didn't like that idea much.

midnightgarages @ 2009-02-11T21:18:00

2009-02-12T02:18:29Z

I'm pretty sure I have an anxiety disorder.

midnightgarages @ 2009-02-08T12:16:00

2009-02-08T17:16:29Z

there are multiple friday the 13ths this year.
the superstitious side of me is anxious.

midnightgarages @ 2009-01-03T03:05:00

2009-01-03T08:10:49Z

ONE of my new year's resolutions is to ask more questions. To ask for more help. I am too shy.

But I just realized that my biggest resolution this year should be to sacrifice more. Mostly, by that, I mean Money.

I was doing really well before but recently, I've been slipping. I need to live in shitty places that I dislike if it's going to help me out in the long run. I can't indulge in flannel shirts and stupid scarves like I want to. I have to slow down. But I also need to sacrifice to work harder. I wish I was one of those people that were married to their work and can't find joy doing anything else. I am held prisoner by it. This year is going to be different. I'm going to be a "holy whore" if it will make me succeed.

I know so many people that give up things that they want because they are rational and reasonable. I can't have everything I want anymore. I can't be spoiling myself anymore. It's hurting me.

midnightgarages @ 2008-12-19T02:55:00

2008-12-19T07:55:41Z

I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THAT THERE WILL BE SNOW TOMORROW.
suck it.

midnightgarages @ 2008-12-13T12:55:00

2008-12-13T17:55:55Z

i dont like to hedge my bets. i spread my chips around the table. i am always looking for the next best thing.

you better believe it!

midnightgarages @ 2008-12-04T08:44:00

2008-12-04T13:47:36Z

I don't know what I'm learning. I feel like I'm taking Advanced Chinese. Everyone says that I should try harder and not just pussy out. But I'm trying so hard. I work every day. When will that pay off?

If I quit this I would not be good enough to do anything else.

midnightgarages @ 2008-12-02T17:48:00

2008-12-02T22:48:49Z

I am seriously exploring my other options. I don't know what I'm doing here.

midnightgarages @ 2008-11-24T20:56:00

2008-11-25T02:00:48Z

My father doesn't tell me that he loves me anymore. I don't expect him to say it often or off hand. We're both adults. It doesn't bother me. I know that he does love me. It's not a question of that. But what does boggle my mind is when we're on the phone. And, right before we end our chat, I say "I love you." and he says "Bye." and we hang up.

midnightgarages @ 2008-11-21T00:07:00

2008-11-21T05:07:47Z

midnightgarages @ 2008-11-10T08:28:00

2008-11-10T13:28:32Z

And somebody's been eating my porridge! And she's living next door!

midnightgarages @ 2008-10-15T02:19:00

2008-10-15T06:21:07Z

Alright I am getting too restless. What am I doing in this city anyway?

Pros and cons.

2008-10-12T06:50:29Z

Pros: There are none.

midnightgarages @ 2008-10-11T09:31:00

2008-10-11T13:31:59Z

Who knew such a little thing as wrapping cable could set off such an identit crisis.

midnightgarages @ 2008-10-09T11:15:00

2008-10-09T15:16:26Z

and read crafting blogs!

midnightgarages @ 2008-10-09T11:14:00

2008-10-09T15:14:37Z

I can tell it's fall because all I want to do is knit!!!

midnightgarages @ 2008-10-08T00:10:00

2008-10-08T04:11:06Z

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you know.

midnightgarages @ 2008-09-15T22:09:00

2008-09-16T02:17:32Z

you know how i say that I never see famous people just walking down the street the way everyone else I know does (because, come on! I'm in New York effing City).

Well, I think that's changed.
Yesterday, I saw Rachel Dratch of SNL coming out of the Starbucks on 3rd Ave. Her hair was wet.
Today, I walked past Amanda Lepore in a red tank top walking down 3rd with some guy. (She's the tranny that hangs out with David LaChapelle.) Very shiny.

Todd Field (3-time oscar nominee, director of In the Bedroom and Little Children) came to school and, since I work in the office now, I brought him up and took pictures. He was a really nice guy. Said that film crews are like termites because we knock holes in the walls and the crew steals from people's houses. It was funny.

midnightgarages @ 2008-09-12T00:52:00

2008-09-12T04:52:24Z

I'm okay, right?

midnightgarages @ 2008-09-02T01:00:00

2008-09-02T05:00:55Z

I really want to see Nikka Costa in October but I don't know if it's worth the $20. But "Like a Feather" is super catchy.

midnightgarages @ 2008-08-26T17:48:00

2008-08-26T21:48:17Z

Am I getting more clumsy or is the world getting more dangerous?

"big rig jig"

2008-08-21T13:35:01Z

how effing cool

midnightgarages @ 2008-08-14T11:41:00

2008-08-14T15:43:09Z

My grandma got me a toaster-oven for my birthday. Which I'm very excited about. I guess I'm getting old.

Also, her friends send her jokes in the mail the way that not-old people email them which I find hilarious. It's a very old fashioned email.

Over and out.