midnightgarages

Tue, 10 Mar 2009 06:40:55 GMT

I can do this, I think.

Mon, 02 Mar 2009 06:46:45 GMT

boys love facebook chat.

Wed, 18 Feb 2009 06:36:41 GMT

When I was a kid, I asked my dad what Communism was. He told me that it meant that everyone had an equal amount of stuff. I said that that sounded great, I didn't know why people had such a problem with it. He said that you have to share everything and sometimes you don't want to share things. One of us suggested that it was like if you had a chocolate bar, you would have to give a piece of it to everyone.

I didn't like that idea much.

Thu, 12 Feb 2009 02:18:29 GMT

I'm pretty sure I have an anxiety disorder.

Sun, 08 Feb 2009 17:16:29 GMT

there are multiple friday the 13ths this year.
the superstitious side of me is anxious.

Sat, 03 Jan 2009 08:10:49 GMT

ONE of my new year's resolutions is to ask more questions. To ask for more help. I am too shy.

But I just realized that my biggest resolution this year should be to sacrifice more. Mostly, by that, I mean Money.

I was doing really well before but recently, I've been slipping. I need to live in shitty places that I dislike if it's going to help me out in the long run. I can't indulge in flannel shirts and stupid scarves like I want to. I have to slow down. But I also need to sacrifice to work harder. I wish I was one of those people that were married to their work and can't find joy doing anything else. I am held prisoner by it. This year is going to be different. I'm going to be a "holy whore" if it will make me succeed.

I know so many people that give up things that they want because they are rational and reasonable. I can't have everything I want anymore. I can't be spoiling myself anymore. It's hurting me.

Fri, 19 Dec 2008 07:55:41 GMT

I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THAT THERE WILL BE SNOW TOMORROW.
suck it.

Sat, 13 Dec 2008 17:55:55 GMT

i dont like to hedge my bets. i spread my chips around the table. i am always looking for the next best thing.

you better believe it!

Thu, 04 Dec 2008 13:47:36 GMT

I don't know what I'm learning. I feel like I'm taking Advanced Chinese. Everyone says that I should try harder and not just pussy out. But I'm trying so hard. I work every day. When will that pay off?

If I quit this I would not be good enough to do anything else.

Tue, 02 Dec 2008 22:48:49 GMT

I am seriously exploring my other options. I don't know what I'm doing here.

Tue, 25 Nov 2008 02:00:48 GMT

My father doesn't tell me that he loves me anymore. I don't expect him to say it often or off hand. We're both adults. It doesn't bother me. I know that he does love me. It's not a question of that. But what does boggle my mind is when we're on the phone. And, right before we end our chat, I say "I love you." and he says "Bye." and we hang up.

Fri, 21 Nov 2008 05:07:47 GMT

Mon, 10 Nov 2008 13:28:32 GMT

And somebody's been eating my porridge! And she's living next door!

Wed, 15 Oct 2008 06:21:07 GMT

Alright I am getting too restless. What am I doing in this city anyway?

Pros and cons.

Sun, 12 Oct 2008 06:50:29 GMT

Pros: There are none.

Sat, 11 Oct 2008 13:31:59 GMT

Who knew such a little thing as wrapping cable could set off such an identit crisis.

Thu, 09 Oct 2008 15:16:26 GMT

and read crafting blogs!

Thu, 09 Oct 2008 15:14:37 GMT

I can tell it's fall because all I want to do is knit!!!

Wed, 08 Oct 2008 04:11:06 GMT

akwhgiowjejfgbh

you know.

Tue, 16 Sep 2008 02:17:32 GMT

you know how i say that I never see famous people just walking down the street the way everyone else I know does (because, come on! I'm in New York effing City).

Well, I think that's changed.
Yesterday, I saw Rachel Dratch of SNL coming out of the Starbucks on 3rd Ave. Her hair was wet.
Today, I walked past Amanda Lepore in a red tank top walking down 3rd with some guy. (She's the tranny that hangs out with David LaChapelle.) Very shiny.

Todd Field (3-time oscar nominee, director of In the Bedroom and Little Children) came to school and, since I work in the office now, I brought him up and took pictures. He was a really nice guy. Said that film crews are like termites because we knock holes in the walls and the crew steals from people's houses. It was funny.

Fri, 12 Sep 2008 04:52:24 GMT

I'm okay, right?

Tue, 02 Sep 2008 05:00:55 GMT

I really want to see Nikka Costa in October but I don't know if it's worth the $20. But "Like a Feather" is super catchy.

Tue, 26 Aug 2008 21:48:17 GMT

Am I getting more clumsy or is the world getting more dangerous?

"big rig jig"

Thu, 21 Aug 2008 13:35:01 GMT

how effing cool

Thu, 14 Aug 2008 15:43:09 GMT

My grandma got me a toaster-oven for my birthday. Which I'm very excited about. I guess I'm getting old.

Also, her friends send her jokes in the mail the way that not-old people email them which I find hilarious. It's a very old fashioned email.

Over and out.